My boyfriend broke up with me via text

My boyfriend broke up with me via text as he said is it very frustrating that I don’t speak a lot. He felt he spoke 95% of the time and I don’t try.
I tried and he can’t wait for ever for me to get to his speed.
And I called him after those text, and ask him if we could try. And he did not want to hear that and asked me, why am I like this. And I finally explained I had went through a traumatic experience for me. I was question over 2 days about an issue, and now I’m always defensive or nervous to say things. We were together a year, and he keeps saying I had a year to tell him about it, however I just was scared, like I tried but like it wouldn’t come out. And when I told him, he was like I don’t even trust you even more now. He feels that he scared personal stuff with me and I never talk about my past. And he feels hurt and betrayed by that. I have apologized and acknowledged his feelings and know where I went wrong or could of speak. And after explaining my traumatic experience, it’s just like it doesn’t matter, he can’t be together with me. He only see me as a friend now. He doesn’t even want to try and work things out. It’s just like no no no. And it’s frustrating because I want to.. and trying all the time. And he text and calls everyday and ask if I good. And because I can’t push it under the rug like him, and I tell him how I really feel about the situation, it’s like you need to get on with it because it is your fault. And I just feel like we should try