Now that I know what love is, I feel lonely

I fell for a woman who was having an affair with a married man.. Obviously I didn't know to start. She was also the youngest daughter and not married. I thought she was great. She told me she was lost and didn't know what she was doing. I couldn't believe it..I thought she was Beautiful, intelligent, ambitious, family orientated "the aunt".

It hurt me deeply that she chose him. I thought I was less of man, because she was choosing to be second. I mean a married man will always choose him wife (in the end). But it had nothing to do with me.

When I realised what was going on, I tried to confront her years ago but she never wanted to have the conversation. I guess she was in love with him. Either way I learnt a lot from that situation and about myself. You won't be 'ever-alone'. Nourish what is around you.

You never know, someone could already looking at you and wanting to make you number one. Be open, be honest and be vulnerable. . Love isn't thrilling all the time. Love is feeling safe, communication and compromise. Find your people, find you person, find yourself worth x